Anyone want one?
Monday, February 28, 2011
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
As of Late
The lake rising above me, the steep ground pushes me closer.
I womp when I walk.
Stride leaning, cowering, swaying. The trees, branches crack. Back curves, try to be flat. Hope not to slope as the ground does. Tide, no tide, although it tries.
No salt to satisfy. I’d rather it that way, why?
Left, flap, right.
The light leaves some shadows. The leaves leave, crack, drift, like my mind.
Where are you?
Hallows await, the gate. My gate, yours. Symmetrical, we try.
Here is where i’d like to run, now though, no. I will not, for the predictability sets in. Possibly, causable, probably, possible, I wish I did.
Sometimes I am here with you, or her, or him, who used to be IT.
Trail, then, lead me to the rocks, where my feet loose their footing, where I wobble and clank, and keep my head to the ground,
stuck in the color of the sand that once was, and now is, formed.
Seagulls squawk ahead and overhead. With jet tails from planes mistaken as their exhaust and eyes to the lake for a catch.
How do they see from up so high?
I cannot see the end, though If I were to fall in, splash, I would surely know it.
I sit where I shouldn’t, I am not scared.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I haven't written in a long while..
lost in age and gender
role and goal
sitting sometimes
next to the mudslide of algae
she sculpted
transcended year after year
season after season
into the island it is now
her island in the city
always too loud
lilly pads sprout up
ask where they are
so rare in this vicinity
fish circle her
sometimes
but not as much as the bark
the moon, Luna, howls near by
with a bite that put the other one down
modestly, shamefully
we will always feel guilty
a splinter, a toothpick hangs from her mouth
she looks nervous
her teeth almost grinding
she looks calm
her eyes close and feel the sun
they squint too tight
and she moves to the shade
checks the watch on her belt loop
picks with the splinter
and these soft teeth came from her
these thighs didn’t
not these legs
only this year did she begin to feel old
wishing she could move rocks like she used to
pondering the boulder from her stomach
sometimes she plays the piano
and cries
the ivory battered
striking her fingers
talking back
and i’ve listened
danced sang hummed along
one long song
the end not concrete
variations of the same story
she thinks this way