Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Been a while

In between the times that it is O.K. to die

I am unsure

I get lost and I see everything nothing

Wear white if your into that

but know that

Your glimpses of reality are the same as mine

rare, and I’m glad that I know you at all

even if we don’t talk

and we are both embarrassed.

2 comments:

  1. And it's been awhile
    Since i could hold my head up high
    And it's been awhile
    Since i first saw you

    And it's been awhile
    Since i could stand on my own two feet again
    And it's been awhile
    Since i could call you

    And everything i can't remember
    As fucked up as it all may seem
    The consequences that i've rendered
    I've stretched myself beyond my means

    And it's been awhile
    Since i can say that i wasn't addicted
    And it's been awhile
    Since i can say i love myself as well

    And it's been awhile
    Since i've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
    And it's been awhile
    But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you

    And everything i can't remember
    As fucked up as it all may seem
    The consequences that i've rendered
    I've gone and fucked things up again

    Why must i feel this way?
    Just make this go away
    Just one more peaceful day

    And it's been awhile
    Since i could look at myself straight
    And it's been awhile
    Since i said i'm sorry

    And it's been awhile
    Since i've seen the way the candles light your face
    And it's been awhile
    But i can still remember just the way you taste

    And everything i can't remember
    As fucked up as it all may seem to be i know it's me
    I cannot blame this on my father
    He did the best he could for me

    And it's been awhile
    Since i could hold my head up high
    And it's been awhile
    Since i said i'm sorry

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